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Sunday, July 26, 2009

-weird-
there are three things i think about most in life.

how to live.

who to love.

and

how to die.


and theres a movie that says it all.

Public Enemies.

its rare to find a movie that still leaves a mark in ur heart hours after u've watched it. and u canot help but think about it.

btw i really love the ending. its the best way to end. im sad but i rejoiced.

anyway, how many ten years have we got?

and in the end, wad do u wana end up holding on to?


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{1:24 AM|
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Saturday, July 18, 2009

"Life is too short, and paradoxically far too long."


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{6:51 PM|
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Sunday, June 14, 2009

deleted.

u guys dun need to noe how dishevelled im now missing someone.

to dearest bffs : (go out for supper)


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{8:57 PM|
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

my lifetime resolution:
work work work
money money money
buy house buy house buy house
car car car
travel travel travel
eat good food eat good food and eat more good food
enjoy enjoy enjoy
no baby no baby no baby

do design until i die


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{11:40 PM|
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Saturday, May 09, 2009

-bejewelled siao-
wth is this?!


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{10:18 PM|
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Monday, March 16, 2009

-dcmd-
memorable things.

1. TTBF
2. loi kathrong
3. Together
4. Hive
5. mac books
6. "5am still on msn"s
7. inds
8. eds
9. marketplace
10. Polaris
11. wa rao
12. movie marathon
13. night cycling
14. chalets
15. murderer
16. night walk
17. hive stay overs
18. GAIA Production
19. dover mrt
20. my friends.

thank you. if we never part, i wouldnt feel so awful now. i'll miss you guys..


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{2:17 PM|
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Thursday, March 05, 2009

-thanks again-
haha! surprised by sherm, yinzhen, wangyi and huiying. thanks frens! love you guys XDDD

wad a beautiful 20th birthday i had. tho i dint have any celebration on my exact birthdate. but its reli awesome to have so many good frenz remembering my bday. lol! im so bubbly cheerful in my johnny depp shirt daryl gave me! hahah! and that's perfect cut 2 we are watching. yes. they stayed over! weeee!


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{11:01 PM|
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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

-very much appreciated-
yingxin is very thankful for these extraordinary ppl to be in her life. and feels that life is worth living because of them.

mom
daryl
the die-hard-tgt-forever gang (iris,qi,wz,beibei,yanny)
i will die if any of them leaves me.

first off, thank you dear for the surprise. once again for the 2nd year of my bdays. u've surprised me =) sweets, card and voice recordable bear on my desk wen i got back from sydney, tho u had to be away to bkk. and i thought i'd be left alone without you this bday. and flowers delivery to my hse. i love you so dearly.. and im sorry.. for pettiness and much hurtful things ive ever said.

secondly, to my die-hard gang. i love you guys so much. how many years was it? 6? haha we are indeed getting old. dinner at pizzahut, with sketchbook of pics and words and msges from u guys. and wz escaping from camp once again like last year. im grateful to be able to see u guys again. i cannot explain this feeling. its nostalgic. i tink im addicted to u guys. we muz meet again. ;P

thirdly, to my mom. i tink words mean less and all's felt. mom, i love you.

from dearest.
really touched. thank you =)
i love the singing card &
talking bear =)))

Sketchbook with pics and msges.
thanks guys =)
and unglam pics of me which im unwilling to post up.
Eliminating all evidences of my unglam days LOL.
but those were my good memories too.
thanks guys, for keepin those pics LOL.
(and to yanny: i cant help posting that up.)

to all peeps who wished me, thank you!! much appreciated too. made my day =D


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{10:02 AM|
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Friday, February 06, 2009

-juz random-
hahaha it refused to load my dad n i's picture.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{1:34 AM|
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

-in a good blogging mood-
im in a reli good bloggin mood with pics to share. First off! im damn excited can?? for 3years of doin design! i have never printed a banner and ta da! the design i did for my fren's pool club got printed!!!!BIG NOOOOT?? HAHAHHAHA! koped the pic off the net! sorry to the model!

ALMOND CHOCOLATE COOKIE
wan to eat not? no rite? haha. nvm i nv make for u all.
my mom and i and some random cookies
(oh! we made them!)


CNY2009
Jia n I

Jia, Rui & I

TheUnglams.

Me n Gracious mom.

Jia n I.

Me n paternal grandma.

me and paternal grandpa.

..... who is this?
ok la. my dad n i. lol

At my grandma's hse.

Spastic!
act innocent. wa rao. old pose.
wa rao! cam-whore never take pic of the hse?!
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
ok la.. got. big mirror. for narcissistic ppl like us.

niece n nephew. cuteness.

happy family.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{12:48 AM|
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Thursday, January 22, 2009

-wagashi-


had a great time at wall's party ytd! woo! and wagashi-oh-wagashi, how i puke at the sight of you now.

its not pretty anymore.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{11:22 PM|
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Sunday, January 11, 2009

-iris's bday steamboat-






great time. great frens. my bffs. forever, and ever and ever.

Almost everyone was there... again. almost. =)

Resolution for 2009 : everyone to be tgt.. again.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{12:46 AM|
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Monday, December 15, 2008

-random-
ytd nite i was tinkin about a lot of tinks.

about graduation, my path, my future.

i had a vision of everything. how my life's gona be like. wad will i become if i do this and that. wad will i do if i succeed and have lotsa money.

i tink i went on having that beautiful dream for hours before i try to fall asleep. actually i tink it happens all the time to me.

but den everytime this happens, life juz seemed less interesting to me already. cuz at the end of the dream, it always doesnt lead me anywhere. im still whr i am.

cuz the end of this vision. its always me, an old me.

den i thought to myself everytime after all those exciting thoughts and visions:

"That's it?"

ya. and so, that's it. that's all.

even after the most exciting and wonderful dream and fantasies, that's actually all.

the worse part right now?

im actually still struggling with tinks like. self-promo packs and development folder.

wth.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{8:31 PM|
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Saturday, November 08, 2008

-my meteor garden-
this is my meteor garden chars. 
The F4s and ShanCai.
I love them.
Maybe datz y i saw a shooting star dat nite.
lol. im juz bored.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{1:36 AM|
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Sunday, November 02, 2008

-shooting star-

i saw a shooting star tonight.

i was back from my gathering with my frenz cuz its yanny's birthday today. it was great seeing them today. almost everyone was present and it made me reli happy =) 

den i took a night walk alone tonight. it was 1am and i walked around my hse, feeling reli relaxed, cold and all alone. it was reli quiet and i kinda liked the feeling.

but tonight was different. reli. the number of stars in the sky was overwhelming.. i tink there were at least 70 to 100 stars. from faint ones to reli bright ones that were probably satellites. 

i picked a seat at the pool area and stared at the sky thinking 
"It's so beautiful, but im all alone tonight." 

den before i knew it, i saw a shooting star.

it looked like someone deliberately set a sparkler across the sky. it wasnt travelling as fast as everyone was describing it. i tink it travelled quite a distance, like for 1.5secs before it disappeared. but i was too shocked to describe dat feeling or do anything. but for a split second after it disappeared. 

i made a wish.

but i wonder if its too late. 

but anyway, i noe it'll come true =)

no words can describe how i felt at that time, i tink i got so touched i almost cried. it was a weird feeling seeing a shooting star all on ur own and u cant share dat with anyone. prob datz y im bloggin about it now after not bloggin for one gazilion years.

that feeling..

ecstatic?

no.

shocked?

no.

awed?

no.

elated?

no.

blessed?

no.

touched?

no.

shocked?

no.

i tink i was...


SUPER DUPER ULTRA ULTIMATELY NINJA TURTLE POWER RANGERLY HIGH



i reli duno how to describe dat feeling.

and i saw it below my hse?


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{2:23 AM|
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Saturday, October 18, 2008

Ueno Juri
my new found idol. first female actress. but its her boyish look dat i love. lol.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{9:47 PM|
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Sunday, October 05, 2008

a gazilion years since i last blogged. juz felt like ranting nonsense. 

started work at canele. now my middle finger hurt like mad cuz of all the pouring of water. i tink its so swollen it looks obscene. ok random.

i tink life is too short for apologies, too long for ppl to understand the meaning of apologizing. does it matter if u felt sorry for some things that u have done and den apologize later? life is too short for regrets. but eh, actually it does matter. cuz we do learn. and life is long enough for us to learn and be a better person. 

if u only had ten days to live, wouldnt everything and every action u start to do now be really significant? life is too long to fully enjoy it, but too short to learn to appreciate things around us.

in case u duno. 

i love my frenz, more den i love myself. 

and i love you too... =)


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{1:52 AM|
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Saturday, August 09, 2008

-080808's fashion gone wild-
i had fun. :)
Happy Birthday HY!!





We love HY's sunglasses!





black vs mint green. feeling random.


o(- -" )xinZ( ^^)/siLenCeD @ |{12:50 AM|
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